A Dream?

I look around.
I see my mother, father, sister and brother.
They're calling my name.
They tell me to come over.
But their expressions are not mad but happy maybe even glad.
As I get near them I hear them say they love me.
I don't believe it until I see their eyes they were filled with love.
Something I haven't seen a long time.
They open their arms to hug me.
As I go to them to hug them.
As we are about to touch...everything goes black.
Then I see them staring at each other but with hate this time.
They see me.
They put on their fake smiles.
They say they love me.
Lie...was the only thing I could think of.
Everything goes black again.
Then I see my past.
I see my brother hitting and yelling at my sister.
I see my father hitting and yelling at my mother.
I see my sister crying trying to protect herself...but can't.
Trying to hide but can't.
So she gets hurt more and more.
Then I see myself, my little self.
The one who was there when it all happened.
When it all started to fall apart.
The little 4 year old me.
I hated the fact I understood stuff that I wasn't suppose to know.
That is when I started to hate.
Everything goes black for the 3rd time.
I see myself only dressed in complete white.
"I hate you?" is what she said.
My features stay solid like they always do.
"I heard that so many times I'm already use to it." I responded.
"Yet you still cry when your alone...when nobody is there." she responded.
"So? No one will ever know."
"That is where you are wrong...I know" she responded
"Then you know you should leave me alone."
"I can't I am you" she says with a matter of fact tone.
"So now I'm a 2 in 1 package." my anger was starting to get the best of me.
"No." was her simple answer.
"So what are you here for?"
"To help you."
That just left me confussed.
"How are you going to help me?"
"I'll help you no longer be..."
I got curious.
"No longer be what?"
"Lonely."

I wake up covered in sweat.
'It was all just a dream.'
I started to cry for all the memorys that came back in that dream.
When I hear a voice.
"Don't worry..."
I look around nothing is there.
"Who are you? Where are you?"
I was scared and confused.
"It's me."
I remembered that voice from my dream.
"oh...I thought it was just a dream?"
"No."
"Whats happening why are you here?"
"Don't worry...your not alone anymore."